||[Dec. 2nd, 2004|09:48 am]
Well, it wednesday. I spent the 29th, 28th, and 30th in a psycward. I hated it there only for the fact that I couldnt do what I wanted, I couldnt talk to Rich and I had to go to bed at 9... But anyways. It was fking crazy. My mom put me in there because she found my spiral journal that said stuff about me wanting to kill myself and others. But she doesnt realize that my journal is my way of venting. She also put me in there thinking it would make her and my realationship. WRONG!!! I hate her. I hate her to where this is no love inbetween. Damn her.
I cried so hard every night wanting to be able to talk to Rich so that he knew that I was ok. But they wont let you make outgoing calls and the people that u can talk to you is only your parents and your grandparents. I got a way on how to let Rich know where I was at. I trick one of the nurses on calling my mom's "friend's" to ee if she was there, so I had them call unknowingly to Rich's friend's house instead. The nurse asked for my mom and they didnt know who they were talking about so they hung up. BUT the # of the hospital was on their caller ID so Rich would know where to call me at or where I was. HEHE. I did make some pretty cool friends while i was there... ^_^
When I got back yesterday I went out to see Rich. I ended up staying the night with him. We got completely stoned... But before that we were in the laundrymat drying my pants and Rich totaly suprised me. He was like "went I was talking to you on the phone and told you that the ring is a happy thought, I didnt mean the ring you wearing right now." And he pulled out a dimond ring out of his shirt pocket. ^_^ *screams* But what makes it even better, I think, is that he stole it out of the back of one of our enemy's back seat of their car. LOL!
I love my baby...